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Cant imagine , today i will write back my blog , cause finally yesterday i give jaelyn my blog address already and just now i go to saw my blog , thanks you left some comments loh , actually i will stop my blog is cause my blog here most are write about event of my heart , and ................ i don't so , i don't know......i don't know what i can say now . In fact,after i know about my examination result before i cant believed for my self i will cry , but just weep a few tears and few times also , until now i feel like well some already , cant imagine me will become a lazy boy now , i also have with eugene go to KLCC find some job , but all fail , no one can would we , and me also no want find some job is near from my resdent and no need to sit lrt or bus , but me feel so disgrace and scare will meet to any1 people or friends is me knew before during TARC, if like before i free i will something or job to do , but me now lazy until no want find any thing and job ............ confuse , i so confuse now , i dont know what i want to means and dont know what i means, i wanna stop , bye .... will me continuation to my blogger , i dont know so , but jaelyn call me continuous it , ....... will me continuous it , see frist , maybe will also .....
啊~对了，其实我看到你们可以继续读第二年真的是很幸福哦，虽然变得很忙了，但我也好羡慕，我也可以拥有吗？但就算有也不能跟你们在一起了，.... 思念是一种病... 没有感觉的生活是最好的，但不想变成冷血动物, .... , 矛盾的生活只会令人更欠烦，....... 有思想会很好吗？ 生活的意义又是什么？ 许下的愿望一定会成真吗？ 命运真的是由自己来决定吗？还是这一切都安排好了，你就是会过着这样的生活？




又有谁可以来回答我的问题？

也应该只有你jaelyn吧！因为只有你知道我有这一个生活空间...






Actually this blogger i also can let tee sheng and chin hock know , but when they know about what i have write here them sure will make some joke and ask me , i hate , i hate like this and hate they always like that .... like so funny , but i feel a bit also have no , are your know it .... haizZZZzzz , nothing i want to say already ..............................